incomplete post - MW

I would wish to dedicate this to Helena:

Helena,

I am VERY VERY VERY SORRY!!!! I didn't mean to say all those harsh words about you. I was so furious at that time and my strong-headedness took over me and that all the words just came out from my mouth without filtering it. Trust me, I didn't think before I say and I totally regretted it. I know I was a lousy friend and I was stupid enough to put the blame on you. I was a stubborn and childish person. How can I put a boy before my best friend?? Will you ever forgive me, Helena?

Hermia

6

I am still pissed with Helena.

To Helena, (if you ever see this of course)

You were my best friend and I am really upset with you. I know Demetrius love me and not you but how can do such a thing to me?! I have no idea what you have done to my Lysander and Demetrius but whatever it is, what you are doing is WRONG. Demetrius will never truly love you, no matter how many love potions (I suspect you gave them that) you fed him, and maybe Lysander. If you are angry that Demetrius love me, it doesn't mean that you can take it on my Lysander!

I really regretted telling my plans to elope with Lysander. You spoilt everything and I hate you for it. I really hope you learn from your mistakes and give me back my dearest Lysander. If this is the revenge you want, I hope you are happy now cause you got what you want and now Demetrius doesn't love me anymore! So stop with your childish mind games and stop denying that you didn't do it.

I don't wish to fight with you but I really think that you have went too far. I guess this would be the end of our friendship, because I see no point having a friend like you who betrays and stab someone in the back to get something, in this case - Demetrius & worse, my one and only beloved Lysander (which by the way, you don't love at all!!!!!) Even if you apologise, I won't ever forgive you!!

Your Best Friend,
Sad, hurt, & depressed Hermia

5

Oh my god oh my god oh my god!
My beloved Lysander doesn't love me anymore !
):):):):

I really had no idea what happened.
I seriously don't.
One moment he was fast asleep, and the next moment he woke up and -
I couldn't bear to continue.
The truth just hurts so much.

The plan to go somewhere far, far away from the eyes of my father and the law of Athens, somewhere we could be together and live happily ever after.
However, things will never be the same again.
and the main reason is because...
HE LOVE HELENA!

Of all the people, he chooses my best friend!
How could the both of them do this to me???!!!!
Lysander even insulted me!

I am really lost and confused!
What am I going to do without sweet Lysander by my side?

Sigh, even Demetrius love Helena!
Can you believe that?
I lost 2 of my lovers and its because of HER.
I HATE HELENA!
She spoilt everything,
She was jealous that Demetrius love me and not her!
But why Lysander too?
AHHHHHHHHHHHH!

This is it!
I had enough!
My friendship with Helena is over!
I hate myself, I hate helena, I hate everyone, and maybe except for Lysander!
It doesn't matter if I hate him because he doesn't love me anymore!

I love you so much baby,
come back to me

4

This is so much fun!
I have never felt so happy before in my entire life!
Lysander and I were in the woods and it's good to be by his side.
Oh Lysander, how could I ever thank you for making my life so happy.
I FELT SO FORTUNATE TO HAVE HIM!
This are the best days of my life man.
We kissed, held hands and chatted about everything under the sun.
I have never felt so good with a boy before.
I feel so afraid now, thinking of what will happen at night.

What if he forces me to make love with him?!

I don't want!!!!!!!!!!!!

*bites fingernails*
-Later at night

Oh my godd how how how how how how how?!?!??!?!

I'm scared!!!!!

-Next morning

Phew.

Lucky me.
Nothing happened at night.

He wanted to, but I stopped him.

I want to keep my virginity until I marry him!

I was so tempted, ohmygod.

I OH SO LOVE YOU BABY!!

3

This is for you, Lysander! :D

"With You"

I need you boo, (oh)
I gotta see you boo (hey)
And the hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight [x2]

Hey! Little papa,
Ooh, you're a stunner
Hot little figure,
Yes, you're a winner
And I'm so glad to be yours,
You're a class all your own
And..
Oh, little cutie
When you talk to me
I swear the whole world stops
You're my sweetheart
And I'm so glad that you are mine
You are one of a kind and

You mean to me
What I mean to you and
Together baby,
There is nothing we won't do
'cause if I got you,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Boy, you're my all.
And

Oh!
I'm into you,
And Boy,
No one else would do,
'cause with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I know I can't be the only one,
I bet there heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of they life who feel..
Wat I feel when I'm

With you [x5]
Boy
With you [x5]

Oh Boy!
I don't want nobody else,
Without you, there's no one left then,
You're like Jordans on Saturday,
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now,
Hey! Little shawty,
Say you care for me,
You know I care for you,
You know that I'll be true,
You know that I won't lie,
You know that I would try,
To be your everything yeah

'cause if I got you,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Boy, you're my all.
And

Oh!
I'm into you,
And Boy,
No one else would do,
'cause with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I know I can't be the only one,
I bet there heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of they life who feel
Wat I feel when I'm

With you [x5]
Oh
With you [x5]
Yeah Heh

And I
Will never try to deny,
that you're my whole life,
'cause if you ever let me go,
I would die
So I won't front,
I don't need another man,
I just need your all and nothing,
'cause if I got that,
Then I'll be straight
Baby, you're the best part of my day

I need you boo,
I gotta see you boo
And the hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight [x2]
Woo Oh Yeah
They need it boo,
They gotta see their boo,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight,
Hearts all over the world tonight [x2]

Oh!
I'm into you,
And Boy,
No one else would do,
'cause with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I know I can't be the only one,
I bet there heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of they life who feel..
Wat I feel when I'm

With you [x5]
Boy
With you [x5]
Oh

YAY!
Lysander had came up with a brillant plan!
WE ARE GOING TO ELOPE!!!
To a place where we don't have to obey Father & Duke Theseus - Lysander's aunt's place!
Oh Lysander, I can imagine the days being together with you, all things sweet, lovey-dovey and blissful! (:

Hopefully things will go well, I am afraid he might leave me behind and head for Athens himself.
Calm down Hermia, he loves you as much as you love him, or even more!
Hehehee.

Sigh, I am going to miss everyone back in Athens, especially Father.
I am going to write a farewell letter to him and I hope he would understand it.

Dear Father,

You have been a great dad to me. However, there are times I have to
make my own decisions and do what I really want to do. Living the way that I
don't wish to be will only make me feel miserable. I know you want me to marry
Demetrius and hope that as time pass by, I might have some feelings for him. But
Father, have you ever thought that I might never love Demetrius in my entire
life. My life only revolves around Lysander. I wish you would understand, that
way, I will not have make rash decisions. I am leaving Father, leaving with the man that I love the most. Its my decision and I won't regret it. I want my own life, Father. I am no longer the small little child who follows whatever my parents tell me to. This time round, its my turn to make my own decision, because I'm a grown woman. I wish you would respect that but all you can ever think of is my marriage with Demetrius. To die or to live for a guy is something that I choose not to do. Please Father, persuade me not to leave, persuade me to marry Lysander and not Demetrius, please Father, I really hope you would understand.

Love,
Hermia

Sigh.
Father is being unreasonable again.
Even Duke Theseus is making my life miserable!
Oh why oh why can't I make my own decisions?

Father wants me to obey him and marry Demetrius or else I would have to face the death penalty! How can he want his own daughter to die?? Does this prove that he don't love me!!?!?!

King Theseus also wants me to marry Demetrius or else I would have to remain single forever - being a nun(I CAN'T DO THAT!) and become or even worst, death - again.

Oh Lysander, what am I suppose to do now?
This dilemma is killing me.
I want to marry you, Lysander, not Demetrius.
I want my marriage to be blissful, and to be with the man that I loved.

I just wish my father would look only in my eyes, then he will realised Lysander is a good man, even better than Demetrius.